Unsure

Work seems to be strained and fraught I feel stressed, worried and taut I just cannot understand What next for me God has planned

Things seem to be so volatile And have been for such a long while A time of perpetual flux This situation really sucks

I make progress I feel high Then failure and I just cry Such extremes of up and down Overwhelmed I feel I’ll drown

Maybe some people have said That it is all in my head But that’s actually my true self Reflected in mental health

Others have offered to talk And alongside me to walk But this hasn’t changed a thing For I am still struggling

I know that things just aren’t right I am worn out with this fight Lord, please help me to know If through this I have to go

How do I know if I should stay Or set off another way? Please make it quite clear and plain Whether here I should remain

I look for another door But all I see is the floor I look to God for a sign A message that I know’s mine

March 2023 © Mary Deaves